Well it’s my birthday but it feels like any other day. My family didn’t even bother to say happy birthday, well only my sister but til this hour? I was up at early morning! Next to her and she remebers til now? By supposedly bff doesn’t even know it’s my birthday. She never remebers. My brother didn’t even remeber either. He’s sleeping this instance. How can I even want to celebrate when there’s nothing to celebrate! And on top of all this, my only wishes can’t come true. Tell me how do you take back time and prevent that disaatrous night from happening?How can I give back my brother his legs, arm, and strength? It still hurts and it’s been almost 3 years. I wish it could’ve been me. It hurts so much to see to see you that way but I admire you cause you’re still such a strong person. I love you so much. Second, I can’t make him love me when he doesn’t even like me? After all I guess I wasn’t important to him at all. I still miss you felipe. & How can you just forget about your child father? How can you? I had a baby bird whom I loved with all my heart and I couldn’t picture leaving his side. I’m not a mother but I guess if you can love a being so much I can’t even imagine how much more you can love your child. I’m so sorry I couldn’t protect you that day. I regret it so much. RIP baby. I miss you so much Camilo. Over all these wishes I wish you were here!